{"id":2418,"date":"2012-04-29T22:00:41","date_gmt":"2012-04-30T03:00:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/jesusandjews.com\/wordpress\/?p=2418"},"modified":"2015-06-14T09:11:23","modified_gmt":"2015-06-14T14:11:23","slug":"m%c9%99nim-isa-m%c9%99sih-haqqinda-s%c9%99xsi-etirafim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/jesusandjews.com\/wordpress\/2012\/04\/29\/m%c9%99nim-isa-m%c9%99sih-haqqinda-s%c9%99xsi-etirafim\/","title":{"rendered":"M\u0259nim \u0130sa M\u0259sih haqq\u0131nda \u015f\u0259xsi etiraf\u0131m"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"font-size: small;\">Salam. M\u0259nim ad\u0131m Robdur v\u0259 m\u0259n AB\u015e-\u0131n Texas \u015ftat\u0131ndanam. \u00d6z\u00fcm haqq\u0131nda siz\u0259 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 k\u0259lm\u0259 yazmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m. Ad\u0259t\u0259n, m\u0259n s\u00f6z\u0259 Tanr\u0131ya inanc\u0131m\u0131 etiraf etm\u0259kl\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131ram, \u00e7\u00fcnki bu m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn b\u00f6y\u00fck \u0259h\u0259miyy\u0259t k\u0259sb edir. T\u0259xmin\u0259n iyirmi il bundan \u0259vv\u0259l h\u0259yat\u0131mda bo\u015fluq ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir d\u00f6n\u0259md\u0259 idim. \u0130saya iman g\u0259tirdikd\u0259n sonra is\u0259 O m\u0259nim m\u0259n\u0259viyyat\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6z i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 doldurdu v\u0259 indi m\u0259n bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n m\u0259n\u0259 verdiyind\u0259n d\u0259 daha art\u0131q sevgi, sevinc v\u0259 s\u00fclh i\u00e7ind\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131ram. O, m\u0259nim h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131n m\u0259nas\u0131na \u00e7evrildi.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: small;\">\u018fg\u0259r m\u0259n bu reall\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u0259rk etm\u0259s\u0259ydim, m\u0259n \u00e7oxdan ruhdan d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rdim v\u0259 ba\u015fqa inanclarda s\u0131\u011f\u0131nacaq axtarard\u0131m. M\u0259nim h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259n \u0130sa M\u0259sihl\u0259 \u015f\u0259xsi \u0259laq\u0259 yaratma\u011f\u0131m oldu v\u0259 bu m\u00fcnasib\u0259t din\/f\u0259ls\u0259f\u0259 h\u00fcdudlar\u0131ndan \u00e7ox daha k\u0259nara \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r. Bu m\u00fcnasib\u0259td\u0259 h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n hiss edil\u0259n v\u0259 duyulan \u015feyl\u0259r var. M\u0259n \u00f6z inanc\u0131mda h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f n\u00f6qt\u0259sin\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131m v\u0259 O, m\u0259nim mahiyy\u0259timi, davran\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259 t\u0259rzimi v\u0259 inanc\u0131m\u0131 \u0259b\u0259di olaraq d\u0259yi\u015fdi. M\u0259n tamamil\u0259 yeni bir insana \u00e7evrildim v\u0259 \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259siz ki, bu d\u0259yi\u015fiklik h\u0259r k\u0259s t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n ayd\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcld\u00fc. M\u0259n sanki yenid\u0259n d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259ldim v\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259rk edir\u0259m ki, bu sad\u0259c\u0259 bir kils\u0259 t\u0259cr\u00fcb\u0259si olmad\u0131. M\u0259n \u0130san\u0131n yeni \u0259s\u0259ri oldum. H\u0259yat\u0131mdak\u0131 b\u0259zi d\u0259yi\u015fiklikl\u0259r proqressiv oldu, b\u0259zil\u0259ri is\u0259 ani v\u0259 bir gec\u0259d\u0259 ba\u015f verdi. Tanr\u0131 m\u0259ni \u00f6hd\u0259sind\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yim \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259rd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xma\u011fa yard\u0131m etdi. \u0130sa m\u0259n\u0259 nikotin al\u0131\u015fqanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 v\u0259 seksual \u0259xlaqs\u0131zl\u0131q da daxil olmaqla bir \u00e7ox m\u0259nfi x\u00fcsusiyy\u0259tl\u0259rin \u00f6hd\u0259sind\u0259n g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259 g\u00fcc verdi. \u0130nanc\u0131m\u0131z say\u0259sind\u0259, m\u0259nim h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m b\u00f6yr\u0259k x\u0259st\u0259liyind\u0259n, o\u011flum is\u0259 astmadan \u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259km\u0259sind\u0259n qurtulmu\u015fdur. \u018fg\u0259r burada m\u0259n siz\u0259 yaln\u0131zca \u00f6z fikrimi bildirs\u0259ydim, o zaman sad\u0259c\u0259 m\u0259nim etiraflar\u0131m\u0131 oxumaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259n sizin d\u0259y\u0259rli vaxt\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 almazd\u0131m.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: small;\">Siz m\u0259n\u0259 inanmaya bil\u0259rsiniz v\u0259 ya s\u0259mimiyy\u0259tl\u0259 m\u0259n s\u0259mimi olsam da qeyri d\u00fczg\u00fcn m\u00f6vqed\u0259 oldu\u011fumu dey\u0259 bil\u0259rsiniz, amma sizd\u0259n xahi\u015f etdiyim t\u0259kc\u0259 budur ki, Tanr\u0131ya \u0130sa haqq\u0131nda siz\u0259 h\u0259qiq\u0259tl\u0259ri \u0259yan etm\u0259si \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u0259mimi q\u0259lbd\u0259n dua edin. \u0130st\u0259nil\u0259n halda, m\u0259nim yazd\u0131qlar\u0131m\u0131 oxudu\u011funuz \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn siz\u0259 minn\u0259tdaram v\u0259 Tanr\u0131ya siz\u0259 xeyir dua verm\u0259si \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dua edir\u0259m.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #993300;\"><a style=\"color: #993300;\" href=\"http:\/\/jesusandjews.com\/wordpress\/2012\/04\/29\/tanriyla-nec\u0259-\u0259laq\u0259-yaratmaq\/\">Tanr\u0131yla nec\u0259 m\u00fcnasib\u0259t qurmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r<\/a><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u018flav\u0259 linkl\u0259r<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/jesusandjews.com\/wordpress\/my-personal-testimony-with-jesus\/\">jesusandjews.com\/wordpress\/my-personal-testimony-with-jesus\/<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u0130sa M\u0259sihin m\u0259nim h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131 nec\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259si haqq\u0131nda q\u0131sa x\u00fclas\u0259<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[59],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2418","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-azrbaycanli-muslman"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/jesusandjews.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2418","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/jesusandjews.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/jesusandjews.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/jesusandjews.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/jesusandjews.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2418"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/jesusandjews.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2418\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/jesusandjews.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2418"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/jesusandjews.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2418"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/jesusandjews.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2418"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}